SATURDAY IN THE PARK
Today found me back on the
track, the same track I recently walked for my second 5K this year. Walking still proves to be my biggest
challenge and I will not lie, seeing the track again brought some anxiety this
morning.
The workout involved
pushing a prowler (picture a wooden sled on wheels, with 260lbs of weight
inside, plus a 100lb kid for good measure) for 100 yards, then rotating to the
next person in the group, then the next, etc. – all athletes in my group, and
they began not only pushing it, but doing so while running.
I was quickly dropped and
feeling a little out of place and unfit, when I remembered the graffiti on the
skater ramp (a butterfly that had reminded me of my lippy sisters being on my
journey with me back during the 5K).
I was looking forward to
seeing my butterfly, but then I saw something new. Larger than life, expanding across the top of one of the
ramps, the word FAITH was spray painted in purple paint. I reminded myself that I was not alone.
Just then I heard my
husband/coach from across the track, “we’re coming to you and then it’s your
turn.” It didn’t take long for
them to reach me and then it was indeed my turn. I lowered myself to the prowler and with my strong body I
began pushing, and did so half way around the track.
I finished up and they
began rotating their last lap, and I walked proudly for mine. At the end, when they were recuperating,
and as I reached them, I told them I was going for one more lap and I was
taking the prowler with me.
One of the guys said he was
coming, too, if I didn’t mind his company. I told him I wanted the company,
just not any help; I wanted to do it on my own, and I did. Not just with his, but with my husband
and another man in our group walking beside me and cheering me on every step of
the way.
My husband got me good today we were in Target and he kept speeding up his walking which was odd for him normally he slows down to meet my pace. I was starting to get frustrated because walking is the worst for me it actually hurts worse than anything else but before I realized it I had sped up and was walking as fast as he was.
ReplyDeleteThis lasted for a good five minutes which was five minutes more than usual when I asked him why he did it later when we got to the car he replied because you aren't broken the world makes you think they are with their looks and their words I just wanted to show you, you need to believe in yourself not them.
Bravo! We are not broken, your husband's words will stay with me for a very long time. Thank you.
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